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gryfndor_godess ([personal profile] gryfndor_godess) wrote2012-06-04 11:30 am
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Fic: Bedtime Stories

To anyone searching my LJ today for a "Hey There, Blondie Bear" update, I’m sorry, but it’s not ready yet!  I got distracted this weekend by Game of Thrones and some unexpected family obligations.  Have some short domestic!Spuffy schmoop instead?  It works for either far-in-the-future post-NFA Spuffy or far-in-the-future comics!Spuffy.

Title: Bedtime Stories
Summary: Baby!fic.  Pregnancy!fic.  DotingDaddy!Spike!fic.  Schmoop.  Fluff.  “Domestic porn.”  Call it what you want; it’s one of many random family!Spuffy images in my head, and I felt compelled to turn it into a 660-word vignette. 
Rating: PG


She falls asleep much earlier these days than she did a few months ago; more nights than not she’s deep in sleep rather than simply dozing by the time he gets home from bartending.  He doesn’t mind, though; it gives him some alone time with his little girl.



He curls up halfway down the bed so his head is right next to Buffy’s stomach.  “Hi, sweetheart,” he whispers with a kiss, and then he listens for her tiny fluttering heartbeat; that’s another reason he likes these nighttime interludes, because it’s easier to hear when everything else around them is quiet.

Buffy had laughed the first few times he slid down the bed; “Are you going to sleep down there?”  “Maybe,” he’d said playfully.  Later, reverently: “I can hear her heartbeat.”  She had quieted, amusement turning to awe and wistfulness in equal measure.  “I wish I could.”

When it doesn’t disturb Buffy he likes to talk to her; sing to her.  His girl is going to grow up with a proper ear for music, no matter how much Buffy groans; if she hears Glee in the womb (“I know the show’s ridiculous, but the music’s really good!”), she is damn well going to hear Sid Vicious and Johnny Rotten, too.

He hums lullabies, too, of course- no need to give her too much of an attitude- and he reads to her; the usuals that Buffy was weaned on, like Green Eggs and Ham and Good Night, Moon, but also grown-up books, the kind he won’t get around to again until she’s, oh, at least five or six.  He doesn’t know much about children’s literature besides the famous ones, but Dawn has compiled a list of her old favorites for him.

The first chapter book she gave him was Nancy Drew: The Secret of the Old Clock, because “Nancy was my first female role model.  She’s smart and ridiculously brave and great for little girls,” and he liked it well enough; filled him with all sorts of unexpected nostalgia for decades past.  They read during lazy weekend afternoons (Buffy’s fingers playing gently with his curls) and late, late evenings (quietly, so as not to wake Mama, and with a little book light).  When she’s awake, Buffy usually reads her own book, but sometimes she listens, too; that was the case for The Westing Game, which he suspects enthralled Mama and Daddy far more than their tiny daughter (he trusts she won’t remember its secrets a few years from now)

At the end he always kisses Buffy’s stomach again (“I love you, sweetheart”), and if it’s day his gorgeous, luscious slayer usually pulls him into a scorching embrace (“Mm, do you know how sexy you are in Daddy mode?”); if it’s night he kisses her cheek, too, and nestles against her, fingers light on her belly, his head next to hers.

Tonight he has one of his favorites and one of the famous ones- one of Dawn’s favorites, too, come to think of it; she started him on them a few years ago after he lost a bet, just before the last one came out, when the whole world was stark raving mad.  He’s glad for it now, of course, that he started in time to taste the mania, before it faded, and sorry that for his daughter, the ubiquitous anticipation and solidarity will just be a memory, and not even hers.

They won’t finish the series before he can hold her in his arms (a thought almost as terrifying as it is exhilarating), but they’re moving quickly, given that he doesn’t yet pause to explain difficult vocabulary.  They finished the first one last night, around five.  The spine of the second doesn’t crack anymore as he opens it; the pages are soft and slightly yellowed.  He tilts the little light and softly begins to read.

Not for the first time, an argument had broken out over breakfast at number four, Privet Drive…

[identity profile] ginar369.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
That was beautiful. I could so see Spike doing that. I mean seriously Daddy Spike?! He would be great at it. Evil, not evil or even souled he would kick ass as a dad. What wouldn't he do for his girl?

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I agree that Spike would be a devoted father in any incarnation. He'd move heaven and earth for his child.
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[personal profile] rahirah 2012-06-04 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww. :)

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
:) Thanks for reading!
snickfic: Buffy looking over her shoulder (Spike Dawn friendless)

[personal profile] snickfic 2012-06-04 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
AWWW.

I really don't have anything to add. Just AWWWW.

Also, your choice of final reading amuses me. (Random head!canon: Dawn remembers getting the first book as a gift from Ted.)

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
:D

(Ack, oh no, that must leave such bad connotations, though!)
Edited 2012-06-04 19:09 (UTC)

[identity profile] waddiwasiwitch.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw so adorable!! I especially loved the choice of Harry Potter as reading material.

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
:) Glad you liked it! HP is my favorite thing in the entire world, so of course my head!canon versions of the characters must love it, too. Thanks for reading!

[identity profile] waddiwasiwitch.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh me too. My two favourite things in the world are HP and Buffy. :)

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
They're both so wonderful! It goes HP, Star Trek, and then BtVS for me. HP has my favorite characters and story, BtVS has my favorite relationship (Spuffy, natch), and ST is, well, what I grew up on. :)

[identity profile] rebcake.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Mmm hmmm. This is how it goes. (Of course, I didn't mist up at all, remembering reading all seven books aloud to McDiva.)

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
:) Glad it rings true for an actual parent. Thanks for reading! (I can't wait to read the books to my children, although I do have some experience already because I read GoF to my little brother when he was six.)

[identity profile] slaymesoftly.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Dittos the "Awwwww"s. So sweet. Love daddy Spike.

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-04 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
:) Thank you!

[identity profile] fangfaceandrea.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
That was so sweet! I love daddy!Spike completely adoring the baby already and then you killed me with Harry Potter (mostly because nowadays I can't seem to read the firsts few books or the movies without crying)

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I'm glad you liked the HP reference. :)

Saturday, June 2 through Monday, June 4

[identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
User [livejournal.com profile] rahirah referenced to your post from Saturday, June 2 through Monday, June 4 (http://su-herald.livejournal.com/592100.html) saying: [...] that archive may not be available for awhile. We'll keep trying.) [Short Fiction] Bedtime Stories [...]

[identity profile] eilowyn.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
I just about died at the riff about Glee, then when you got to the books I was all worried because this is you, after all, and if there were no shout out to Harry I would have wondered if something were wrong with you! Loved it! And Spike totally read the books to Dawn the summer after The Gift. He did voices, too.

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee, glad you liked the Glee line. I actually, coincidentally, just saw the finale last night after something like six months without watching, and it was mildly moving because characters were graduating but it's also so poorly executed!

if there were no shout out to Harry I would have wondered if something were wrong with you!

Yay! No joke, it makes me inordinately happy to have an HP fangirl reputation. I was basically The Harry Potter girl in my high school, but I kind of lost that in college, what with the thousands and thousands of people.

And Spike totally read the books to Dawn the summer after The Gift. He did voices, too.

Oh! I like that head!canon! Wish I'd thought of that. You know he would have fake grumbled about them being sissy kid books and then he would have loved them and stolen her copies to read in his crypt.

Thank you! I'm glad you liked the fic. :)
Edited 2012-06-05 19:23 (UTC)

[identity profile] rihannon52.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
Lovely!!
Oh, how I wish... shouldn't wish... but, if only...

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] penny-lane-42.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
WESTING GAME.

HARRY POTTER.

And the poor kids who didn't experience it in real time. *sobs*

Love this!

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-05 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! :)

And the poor kids who didn't experience it in real time. *sobs*

I honestly feel so bad for them. I would love HP either way, but my experience was immeasurably enriched by the worldwide anticipation and excitement. I don't know if I've ever felt such solidarity with general humankind.

[identity profile] anviloverheaven.livejournal.com 2012-06-12 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
I awwwed all over the place while reading this :)

[identity profile] gryfndor-godess.livejournal.com 2012-06-13 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
:) Thanks for reading!